"crapper"

ok i moved out completely! some people i know VERY WELL are acting like big buttheads, i still need another job, and am looking for one as i am typing, well ya know, and damnit i need some water.

life sucks then you die, susanka, ben, said that to me once at TAC my freshman year and i am beginning to realize it may be true damnit, but thank goodness i live in a movie.

I am apologizing to YOU publically, i treat you like a "crapper!" okey dokey curly!

"crapper" --- a quotation from my father, his new word, he is beautiful and my mom is a hottie, and my mother's maiden name and my father last name put together means i have beautiful blood and at this point a lot of people could tell ya that ; /

Moving on

i am the worst mover! i packed half my clothes including the undergarments all in a few boxes and they are over at my new apartment, this means i need to finish packing and live in two places at once. ahhhhhhh

tonight is going to be fun, fun, fun! Maybe i should leave my cell phone at home, one of my homes.

For i am...

Amazon!

Johnny Lang: Your Breaking me

The greatest pick up lines i heard was last night when i drove to a bar to get my drunkin' friend in my slippers and pjs. I went in the bar and a guy, sorta good looking, drowning himself in alcohol said, "Nice shoes, wanna beep?!"

The second line was, " hey, did it hurt?"

i said what? (Remember i do have blonde highlights)

He said, "When you fell from heaven!"

I just starred blankly at him for a minute and he got a little squirmish and we then played a damn good game of pool. After that i went for a ride on his nice Yamaha 1000. Hot diggity dawg.


Oh yeah we brought the drunkin girl home.

Nice story, and i will put it in the good story bagg and bloody hell, i gotta go................

the dentist man

Forgot i just went to the dentist, and the dentist, myself and the little cute lady who cleaned my teeth were all trying to figure out what was hurting my gums, i don't drink pop, barely any coffee, smoking doesn't "really" hurt them..... ah ha... the sour in my whiskey... i have an assignment from my dentist to drink wiskey on the rocks or with water.... cool...oh yeah then he kicked me in my foot, luckily i was wearing the steel toes. He did this because i kept refusing to get my wisdom teeth pulled out. that jack ass.

My great grandma, from Montana, I imagine, drank a shot of Irish whiskey before she went to bed and in the mornin' withe her eggs.

Two things i learned in Montana, was Never go to bed mad, stay up and fight and Ya work hard, Ya play hard. The former saying hung abover my bed in my hunting lodge when i lived there. And people wonder why the way i am. HHHHHHHHHHHmMmmmmmm. Kiss my ass, sea bass!

pardon the french, sis!

donde esta el dinero?

I am moving this weekend, didn't pack yet, need a second job still, parents aren't having good days and i am always a site for sore eyes when in a bad mood. Hope the scarcasm was caught.

"Writing disciplines the mind, let me repeat, Writing Disciplines the mind."
-Fr. John Hardon

a man by the name of michael D. Byrne sent me a speach while i was in Montana, just after TAC. The speach was entitled "Writing and the Spiritual Life." I read it, loved it and by jove, i just found it again. Because our minds are crazy, well some of ours, reading organizes it, and by organizing one's thoughts one should think clearly, or better, one then achieves a few steps closer to heaven...well at least a better and stronger spiritual life..............................so you buttheads write, write but don't forget to eat.

Summer.

Summer has started out horribly: rainy weather, got real sick and still am, moving out, need another job, (that will make three, but two are already part-time) Craziness at the home front, and i vent horribly....great scot this summer is going to be nuts.

My mom asked me if i was "alright" with most of my good friends from high school graduating and me a good solid year and a half or more behind them. I replied nope, but it sure the hell gives me some motivation. yippee.

Again, I am so bloody glad i am Catholic, even though i might not be an awesome Catholic, i believe, therefore i always know He is there, otherwise i would not be where i am today, if that is anywhere!

Insanity

I believe i have finally reached that point. Thank God i am Catholic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

good times

I woke up twelve hours after i went to bed! The night before i didn't get much sleep because of my little brother's graduation, but last night i did and last night prior to bed was fun! I did make one call, my bad, but oh well, shit happens.

"Same shit, different day."

oh yeah i brought a picture of Einstein with my everywhere last night for inspiration on the pool table, it worked! People thought it was...ah...don't really know.

"Imagination is more important than knowledge." -Einstein

Me amore POOL

Tonight i will play pool with three high school buddies, a tacer from montana, already a mix. The kicker is my "pal" just got back from IRAQ, so there is going to be all my so called "good" friends up at the bar, where i play pool, getting drunk and loving everyone they see.... great. This should be interesting.

oh yea my sister ditched me for some dentist guy, never mind that is my brother-in-law! He is so hot right now...he he he he

Transparant!!!!!!!

i am a white girl, so white, you can see through me. I don't want to fake and bake, so i got baby oil and when out side in my back yard, and drowned myself in the oil. now i am not white, but red. i not blonde, i only have highlights, therefore i have blonde moments. OUCH!

"Sparks": a mentor

Recently found new meanings to the 5 Elements in Chinese Philosophy; the elements are Metal, Fire, Wood, Water, and Earth:

Courage, Strength, Honor, Perseverance, Love
According to tradition, these elements mutually produce and destroy each other. Something like this:

Production
Courage begets strength,
Strength produces Honor,
Honor is the root of Perseverance,
Perseverance is the beginning of Love,
and Love gives us Courage.

Destruction
Fear removes our Honor,
DisHonor destroys our Love,
Hate bleeds our Strength,
To abuse our Strengths and Gifts will dissolve our perseverance,
When we live in the state of Severance,
we lose our Hope.

Sources:
When I need courage in my life,
love people.
When I feel weak,
encourage someone.
To find honor and respect,
find strength from within by caring for myself.
If you are losing hope,
talk to me and be honest.
If I want love in my life,
then I will just live for today.

Hangin' in there-

Congrats baby boy

My little brother and the youngest in our family graduated from high school today! I am proud of him and he is proud too, although he won't admit it. Family, friends, old-neighbors were all over at my parents casa! It was a lot of fun, especially when a dude from montana and your little cousins hide all your damn smokes!

One thing bothered me though...Parkisens disese (i can not spell, so sound it out, cuz i am not going to ask any one how to spell what i just mispelled, sorry) This priest friend of our family came over, but i had to pick him up, he looked horrible, his arms, face, his breathing, but damn was he sharp and witty. He doesn't have that many friends and when i gave him a hug goodbye after walking him to his rectory, where he lives alone, i wanted to scream and cry, yes cry, for him. "It is sad, to be all alone in this world. Isn't it?!"

So pray your asses off for this man, i want his pain to go away. Hell i would quit smoking for him...shit i shouldn't say that. Everyone needs company, well at least one person who calls and knows ya, it just sucks when that one person is open and wants company and no one is there. This beautiful man, who looks like he is in a stage a rigamortis (spelling? sound it out) was so bloody happy to be at a high school grad party and he couldn't breathe, shit! I hate that.

don't worry be happy.... if you clapp, he will live, so every one clapp clapp clapp damit clapp

let me be

they don't know what they do to me, they don't know how i feel inside, through my smile i cry.

i learned how to fly again. My family is nuts and my aunt who is 50plus can still whoop my ass. she is from new york, need i say more.

mi familia

okie dokie smokie, me amore mi familia!
Little brother's graduation tomorrow, a lot of family, a lot of kids and a lot of fun! My other tall brother is talking in a british accent and wants the computer...fun fun. I love my family and sometimes...

i feel like i live in a movie. Movies are not reality and i hate reality... QED I am not real.

Bad habits

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh shit! Lost in translation, and baby it hurts!

I have fallin'

so yeah the bills that are passed by the senate in my state are silly! Many bills make sense, but the bills our politicians spend the most time on are pointless....silly!


owls...mmmm

weird man weird

sugar sugar

I dislike forklift inspectors! they play it off like they are nice and you could even perform perfectly, but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. Jack asses.

the song that has been running through my mind all day is......drum roll please....

'I wanna be an air-born ranger. I wanna kill a comi stranger. I want to fly...whooo'

poop

Hahaha. I love that word, but anyway i still would like to profess my love to

Certain DRI... I love you i love you i love you. no more pits..yippe skippee and

dontcha know!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Politicians

some peoples kids! Really where did politicians come from. The people that work for them though are even crazier, just not in public.

What ya gotta do is grab the bull the horns and slam his ass down.

Sleep

Last night was a blast! Went to a "MEETING" got to much coffee and started to bounce off walls, then my friend and i went a played some damn good pool while dancing to Michael Jackson. MY bar parents were there and my "mom" danced with me and kept giving me hugs. Not drunk, hell not even tipsy and the bar let me have a dance party... awesome!

and then the rest of the story;0

It was late, i was tired, two 'boys' that work for FORD company decide they need to go to perkins, not feel the need but NEED to go and i guess i was part of the deal! They bought me breakfeast, i keep getting louder and couldn't stop laughing because i am so tired. the waitress yells at me as usual..."Allie not again, hush lady or else!".. i laugh the 'boys' who like Fords and are so much more older than me walk me to my car and i happily drive hope and cough myself to sleep! Ahhh now i go, clean and meeting the SENATOR!WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWoooooooooohooooooooooooooooooooo

Bad and you know it!

some peoples kids!

not michael jackson bad, just bad and honey i know how to use my resources, i can do anything, accomplish anything, but the downfall, when i slip, i can be anyone, not me and fix falsely. I am an ass.

On the brighter side of my silly little problem (aka my life) I Get to go MONTana baby! YEE-Haw

Loosing my mind in my move

Zion! Unsure what the balance held...

A little more than two weeks and i will move all my belongins to another place of living.

it is not tiny, not huge, but just right for three people. Easy going roommates to which i can man handle (thank God) One problem or more, I have one, just one part time job which will pay all the bills, but the food, my gas, and spending,,,,,

BIG PROBLEM!!!!!

So i pray for a decent job, that i can choose my times and that i make a decent amount of money or i will revert back to what i used to do.... yes sell myself... I hate when that happens ;) ;)

Just kidding sista!

some peoples kids and those PEOple!

Me venting: BLOODY HELL!!!!!

"Misers get up early in the morning; and burglars, I am informed, get up the night before." - Tremendous Trifles

Certain Dri

Did you ever know that you're my hero...

Ladies and Gentleman,
I am "sure" today, I will "sure" tomorrow, and for the rest of my days!

IT is not what one may think, it is deoderant.

Certain Dri, you are my hero and i pledge my love to you. I know that my carebear will not get jealous.

So try it, love it, don't breathe it. True love = Certain Dri

Living and lovin'

In time things must change

i cannont deny the feel that i feel when i look straight into your eyes.

ok, me: new at this blog crap.

Just for me, no one will find me

i will not be known

i will be seen

Figure myself out first.
sugar muffins are delicious.

I want the truth and i am silly.

To Each His Own

Where oh where could my lover have gone?

I feel like a bird caged with out a key.

Wooo hooo school is done. Summer is here, bring on the beer.
I love summer
I love summer
Mille graci.