Bridget

Shorty:P

this is what i used to call her at TAC, we went rollar blading down the drive, almost killing our selves, well at least wounding our selves and then a soccer game, bridget and me against matt g. and sean s. We won of course....ha! She is awesome and a saint in training, with a heart of gold, she is short but that is ok...ha..not only is she a great friend, sister, daughter, scholar, and so much more...I had fun always with shorty and i just realized this sounds like she passed...sorry bridget...lol... i gotta get back to work....and bridget if you read this i need your new number....again..i called your old number a few days ago and they gave me some new ones but i lost 'em!

lovely day

I am sitting in my quaint cubicle and am doing nothing, at all zip... we are doing nothing, and i get paid for this....hahahha! I check my email, do some homework, research if i brought it...very fun! I am awake and almost used to these 40 hours plus a week schedule stuff...good para mi!

oh me oh my

well my friend and i went out last night and played some pool after school got out around 930pm. we only had one beer with a straw....it was a big pitch...beer..ahem, but kicked some but, did some line dances, and we remembered we had a lot of toliet paper and still had some time before it was too late... we got on apt balcony and put a sign with a big cement bottom that says Paster Jim right in the middle of there porch area....we could not stop laughing...we preceded to my buddies how, three young men to one house all sleeping peacefully and what idiots, they left there door open...hahahaha (evil laugh) we went in the house tp ed the living room kitchen hallway, inside the fridge and put the coffee maker in the fridge and were laughing ran out and the lights went on as we sped away....one of the guys was there but so tired he just laid on the couch mumbling at us...don't know what her was saying....it was simply glorious, immature, kinda stupid but me oh my i went to bed with a big smile on my face and that is worth it! A little tired this morning but thinking about my friends' faces was bliss and one of the greatest parts is the former place of living my friend rose and i hit, cops live there, or soon to be...hahahhaha suckas

Easter

oh baby....that is right my sister is getting to the point where, if her tummy gets any bigger we might have twins...she is the cutest pregnant woman...so rosie and domesticated...ahhh...they are going to have a "hot bebe".....now i gotta quit smoking damnit!

Easter was beautiful spent the whole weekend with the family, relatives, sister and brothers and that includes shane-boy too...a lot of basketball, soccer, and chocolate, and a lot of church....friday was mellow saturday was sleep, and sunday was a shite-load of fun! alleluia...(spelling?)

the inner demon

I do not like my inner demon
i hate him so
i pray and pray for him to go away
but sometimes i do not honestly mean it,
so...
This scares me though
Tears come when good surrounds me
and worthy am i, not

i run and play away from good,

the true good that is meant as food

for my mind and soul.

This is strong and makes me kringe
what i used like and what i need
to what is right and what should be my creed
Is gone or
at least seems lost to me.
I do not like my inner demon
I justly hate him so
why can't he be erased?
straight, i cannot think with him near my soul
In your Name oh Lord
Kill him that makes me ill.
my mind is poisoned ever much,
that i fear to think
i fear to be alone,
the dark
and not only do not i feel but
but fear to feel!
To hell with you, my inner demon
Just let me go.

-anonymous

I retract...

part of that last blog... it is supposed to be common sense, God is the judge....right...no time for "an eye for an eye a tooth for a tooth." Right...bloody hell

advice!

Don't ever kick some one in the head while someone else is holding that person back!!!

oh WAIT

THAT IS COMMON SENSE!!!!! volpe femina!

BEER

good beer or at least somewhat tasty and expensive!!! Delirium...different flavors...yum

on the subject of...

my co-worker/fellow classmmate/ softball friend's dad makes his own wine...strong, delicious, and wild and new flavors...once i try it i will tell how "good" it is!

work work work/ the shrew

the new job up date...going well... a lot of work...i like montana....oh wait .

i got a call last week from my dear cousin in montan ERIC! lovely man, with his wife and kid, but he read my blog from last wednesday and truly thought that i was getting married, so he called me and left a message....i could not stope laughing....good times! I do so pray that a real man comes about...so i may...make him suffer in the game of soccer and pool...hahahahaha...taming of the shrew...i am going to need a lot of work...damn!

why why why

i got to ride in a bloody H2 limo on friday night! I felt very special i must say and my friend Cassandra did my hair and make-up and told me what to wear, so that i looked...GOOD...and lady like...until i put a chew in...oops..but it was a blast, never had to pay for a cover or drink btw who knew who and the boys...good times for my buddy it was his birthday...he turned thirty...until... oh yes one of the boys got out of hand...and our dukes went up...that kid is a volpe femina....hahah


God bless him and many thanks to anyone who...blaha hal bleh.. him for me...

it was a fun night though... some crzy fun pictures and dancing....whooooooooooo ya