Early in the morning!

Sooooo...started work at 6 forty ish...worked a solid 5 and a half no breaks...then long lunch...then a couple more hours..then shower...now been at a Bar/restaurante with my lap top and have been working for 3 solid hours...

listening too...dot dot dot...the kinks, crazy old school stuff, laurn hill, and a random mix...i am in a packed place ...nice place.. and found my self laughing aloud and smilin' and bobbin to the music...silly silly...me..ha ahhhhhh

these reports are about an hour a piece...shit shit shit!

Love Efff..ole friend of parents friends...love the food...never choose my drink...and by the by drinkin slow slow slow...must must must...

and i listen...nice to be out by myself...tucked in a corner...reminds me of my 2nd world youth day...stories will i tell ya...aka me.

Chiara always said to write a book on my life...question is...can i remain anonymous...i hurt ergo i will tell it like i was someone else...shit gave it away...oh wait i am the only one who reads this....of course the dude upstairs...ha and bleh

What would you do for a Klondike Bar?

Bunch a baby seal...maybe with my eyes closed...depends on what it looks like!!! Or would I?

Discipline to me
For me to indulge in Prudence
Thought provoked ideas put into play
oh Yeah!

Why can't i get up in the morning? Laziness? Sleep trouble? Both?

I need to satisfy my soul and I will rise before the dawn and hell maybe take a stroll :)

Man oh Man i am a nerd :)

and then some

My own truthes:

i lie about what i want...i am never honest with myself ergo when someone asks...i give them what they want to hear..

at work: they all know i am goofy yet and work anyone under the table...my boss the VP said it is like a roller coaster always great working with me but sometimes can't see the next turn....

Mery go-round para me

i want and am a professional and can spin and work with the best...but need to smile and  am just goofy...
lol not like bridge jones but like...a wee bit...lol

Yes!!!

I mean no...prayers for my Sister's good ole friend! 

The human body is amazing and this i will test...well at least mine...two months of hell and work.

As for the mind... it is "crazy" how it can work and attach it's self...the saying goes .. you are your own worst enemy... you are your own worst critic...but with that can come power of the mind, thoughts and even use that confidence of mind (hee hee) and knowledge over those who have not figured this out or at least try to use it for those who pretend to have this figured out!

This we shall see...on both accounts..

Monday yes worked and my 6 hours is like some one else's 2 full days of work... not bragging but spitting the truth!

I want more...in my mind, body, heart.... just going to get myself further along and ready for it all baby!

funny

how one can write on one's own blog...lovin it...not the bloody mcdonalds saying..ha

What could be! Imagine it could be! Is it! Make it happen!

if you want to get to the castle you must swim the moot!

Most the time i would say that little saying would be true but in come cases why not scale the wall, get thrown over the wall or hell just knock!

My castle is my mind and happiness...i am on that road but always running into thoe forks in the road or a hill or cliff.. which way to take, which way is faster, and is there a wrong way!

Can one be inspired by something so simple as a book, quotation, television show, a movie, a gesture...not sure...maybe a little push but i think all is one's hands and of course the umbrella of the Lord if you open your heart.

Is it Change or Return to truth or as damn near close to as one can get.

Do i cry over something i see on television to hide the truth of past and not knowing the future?

Do I hide with the past by hiding from thine self?

Simple things make me smile. Why then to I sit at times on the side lines?

Will i regret not writing in my journal and not spending time other than here and the black box land...rather than facing actions with failure but move on?

Will I find me amore, mi amigo mi corrazon...and stop mixing bad grammar with spanish and Italian...lol

More Vino, by myself, my house, my heart and wandering thoughts... i do laugh at what i think and say...My friend claire did once say..."Being easliy amused is a sign of intelligence!" Ha Ha and once last Ha!!!!!

ciao

God Bless my family and say prayers for mi madre, my hermana and mis hermanos!!!!!

ciao ciao