Lost in my OWN mind

Thursday, January 19, 2006

boys in white "boy" lake

So according to the state of minnesota i must abstain from alcohol for two years if i get caught or my PO finds out i get 30 days in a lovely place with bad food and bars...oh yea....this leads me to a story of some boys in my city white bear lake aka white "boy" lake!

i walk in our lovely white bear bar and about twenty guys some friends some just wanted to drink longer and find my self with two stalking boys intoximacated as wow! One boy and i really mean boy cuz of their actions words and stupidity, the other a "up towner" bleached blonde hair tight yello shirt and torn tight blue jeans, stylish boy also a wee bit drunk. the former boy mentioned thought the other dude was gay and were exchanging words. my "friend" Laena thought that she could break em up, i thought she would use her girlish sweet italian looks and calmly split the two up with a servers help.....noooooooooooo. she got gangster on the former boy mentioned and after all her white girl gangster talk put down her purse and wanted to take it outside....i towered over most all in the bar grabbed her arm and said what the hell are you thinking, they are dumb both drunk and why bother they are fighting over nothing! oh no she says she gots it...well shit then the drunk stupid first boy and his three friends want to engage outside with all the guys that followed us to the bar.....shit....suddenly a song rose through the yelling....she was a fast machine she kept her motor clean she was the best damn women that i ever seen....bla bla... i started dancing like a dork the fighting stopped for ten minutes not long but man laughter rose up i was laughing....fight went out side i left, with the fisty broad i brought went home frustrated angry disappointed and scared that since i was sober i could break up a fight but pictured my self knocking out with a bottle in my hand to two idiots that kept it going just because of their sheer stupidity and lack of class and respect.... sad isn't it to be alone in the world!

peace

my last semester!

oh baby oh baby!

actually i have two classes i must take in the summer but then i will have my AS in criminal justice!

then maybe a year of mathematics and a few law classes and i got my double BA in mathematics and pre-law..............yessssssssssssssssss

then i don't know, i could be a probation officer, teacher, police officer, go to law school, and so much more just have not decided.

but one thing still holds true i love minnesota weather and prayers are always welcome, more now than ever. reality is crappie

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

hmmm....

A walk in the woods

david thoreau

me gusta

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that is all i can think or say

my buddy installed cable and for the first time in my life i have cable and man oh man i do zone out oh mollie rockie