sad to be all alone in this world

name that movie!!!!

No one is ever alone and i don't know why the hell i just typed that but i am to lazy to change it but...i love homework and arguing in matters of ethical matters ect. I love fighting for the right and the just, and thoroughly enjoy when the bad and idiots are put in their place and do not open their mouth. i love vigilantes aka the boon doc staints

my sister is ....

Pregnant!!!!

first thing on my list (my sister is making me) quit smoking, because the baby is so fragile!!!!

i am going to be an aunt....auntie allie AA that is so bloody punny!!!

congrats and many prayers for my sister and for all other liddle babies born. such beautiful innocence and awesome beings.....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

the baby when it comes into this "lovely" world will definetely play soccer

my blog

oh yippee i got some comments....oh wait home owners insurance....and some other crap...well i will just pretend they are real friends...damn..that is so depressing....thank goodness for my carebear! He would leave messages for me, but he has not grown his fingers yet and he told me to write it...so there......whatever ,,,,L seven weenie.....................................sandlot

vocations

One of the most stressful and confusing things to thinks of...
A complaint from some women who think their vocation is marriage is that all the "good" men are priests, already married and shouldn't be to that woman, or gay!

A few of my near and dear friends are considering the religious life and everything they say makes sense for everyone to have that as their vocation...that would not really work so well, and most of the world is stubborn, people are that is.

What about marriage....typically the woman is in the kitchen and men the bread winner...many many women these days wants careers first kids later....so many dilemas so many decisions.

what about a lay person...that would be cool to be alone all your life...........

I want the last of the three, but the company of the latter and the faith of the first....i should of been a cat or something....bloody hell

confession vs honesty

a confession is a confession: you are guilty

honest is honest: you are truthful

and in truthfullness your heart will not weigh so heavy with lies

and no lies within your heart will clear your soul

and have a clear soul will make you happy

and in reall happiness hopefully you pass away and get to play soccer and read oscar wilde all day with Jesus who would probably school you, only because he has been in Heaven longer....of course

Trust me not...

for there is my ill faith in trust that will only show! i look for the good and good everywhere and see it but good intentions pave the road to hell and i am lost in my OWN mind. my pride is drowning me. Life cannot be lived without a little help and no one can do "this" on their own. My question is why dont i build a raft to get the hell out of here!!! i think it is because i am tall and lazy and am so far into the non reality i live in that some one might need to put a gun to my knees and pull the trigger!

Life can be so bloody good and great and fun but why poison it with the sickness of society and the lies of the devil, we have the capability to will it, to be great even laugh at the misfortunes of life...........why can't i be shorter!

stessers

i don't know if it is a sign from God or i am seeing things but i keep seeing different people around the cities and at school that look a lot like a guy i know from TAC. i am freaking out and wondering what went wrong.........the answer is i am my biggest enemy and then comes the devil! At least i am number one on the list of three!

school stuff

since i am just talking to myself on this blog and writing to myself now that i do only use this blog to talk to myself i am going to use it for school....some literature comp class thingy...thanks to me!


mi corozon es pero no estoy en fuego

se la vi

i need to brush up on my espanol!!!!!!!!!!!! ah bloody

i ride by the seat of my pants

i am adding another class, so that will be 19 credit hours, a tutoring session with some kids, a couple soft balls leagues, pool league and i work six days a week! oh crap

busy is a good thing, but one must be spiritually sound or they will fade away into a bottle!

prayers

any time on thinks of and old friend or family member say a prayer for them.

this world bites the dust and love is all ya need

"this i believe"

http://www.npr.org/thisibelieve

sweetness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

makes jack a dull boy

school started three weeks ago and all my classes combined make up an AA class! perfect timing when i got a really bad ticket! i always enjoy learning something new and am extremely happy to be in school...if there was a job where i could be a student, i would jump on that in an instant.

busy life
work during the day go straight to school during the weekday nights, softball = fun: on fridays and rollarblading on saturdays after work.....good times good times

school and my little brother willy<

my little brother is a ladies man! he is sweet tall skater boy-ish with a preppie sense but a good man with a heart of gold. He is one of the most generous boys i have ever met and will bend over backwards for a stranger. He started college this year and is attending a commutnity college to get generals out of the way and computer/video classes. my mom said that when he came home after the first week of school he just out of the blue told me mother that he really appreciates his up bringing in a catholic family. then he said that the kids at school are dumb and heading no where fast....not his exact words but close. my mother told me this and she said it with such warmth and happiness that i felt good.

prayers for my too little tall brothers that they make it far in life and do what they love and are loved for it...ciao