Lost in my OWN mind

Thursday, October 27, 2005

my bloody cell phone

so this month a lone i went through four bloody cell phones

first i lost my old one got a new one hated it found my old one, returned the new one, lost the old again got a new one again much nicer, some dude stepped on my purse and then another butt head split beer on it, went and got a rent a phone while a new phone was sent to me, got the new one, it didn't work right went to the t-mobile phone store they fixed it and then last night my sim card went bad or something went in to the t mobile store after soccer... the guy who i always deal with looked up with disbelief, laughed while shaking his head got a new sim card for me and now i just can't wait to see what happens next....bloody hell i am accident prone with cell phones or i just don't know...ahhhhhhhh

soccer and pool...ahhhhh

Just one of those days yesterday where you want to crawl into bed, look at the ceiling, maybe read a wicked cool book, or dream! I don't really know if i would call that wasting time, but exercising one's right to do nothing...but of course i didnot have time to do that so i cancelled my seven o clock pool league and went and played two hours of soccer after drinking four red bulls, man oh man i was on fire and could run really really fast. Our team one and i got ready for 9 o clock leagues. I was completely out of it, i was three sheets to the wind with out one alcoholic beverage in me.....damn gina. We lost 2 to three, not that bad we played the best team in our leagues and it was beautiful, well my partner played lovely and i probably would have shot better with my eyes closed....went home and sat on the couch staring at a blank tv with a cig hanging from my mouth,,,,burnt hair smells bad and will snap one back into reality let my tell ya!

went to bed and took today off of work so i can do school work! woke up late of course and now i must type three papers, sorry four papers and a test by three pm....shit se la vi

over and out little buddy

Monday, October 24, 2005

red bull

one of my mothers main goals in life is to ban abortion and red bull!

it is a stimulant, true, but i get a kick out of it when i sometimes drink it in the morning! Of course i do not tell my mother because she will kick my, you know what....well not really, but those who do know my mom, she does know tae-bo;)

to red bull may you fly but not too high

idiots....uhhhhhhhhhh

my roommate and i had a friend stay at our apartament and she has been here for almost three weeks. I believe that she is actually insane like the joker from batman or something close too it, but she eats are drinks our stuff and a lot of it, and we pay for her a lot. Before i continue the reason why she is staying over is because she lives 40 minutes away from her new job with my roommate, which my roommate got for her, so my roommate before asking me said she could stay, we got in a little fight about it but are cool beans now, any who, this girl (not my roomie) is inviting people over to our place with out asking us now. What the heck?! And on top of that she owes me a lot of mulla and is nuts, it is weird....i think i am going to submit her to a ward....naw but damn gina! Freaky.....it is getting closer to Halloween

Sunday, October 16, 2005

the good vs the bad

One of my little brothers proved himself a good decent hard working man today! He is way beyond where i thought his mind and his soul would be...although no one is perfect he is a beautiful man. He not only gave me advice today while driving me home from our family dinner every sunday, but was sincere! It was actually a slap in the face. Are not the older siblings suppossed to be the role models?! He also made me more proud to be a female, no matter how colorful my past is and i pray that, that man no longer a silly little boy with a big head, gets the most beautiful intelligent and generous woman left on this earth.

milli graci anotonio and God Bless

life on earth

it can be a female dogg at times but i am grateful for those good hearted people that can make you smile! Wow i am a dork!

Friday, October 14, 2005

the real thought for the day

" what is moral is not the divine, but rather a pruely human matter, albeit teh most important of all human matters."

again my hunk of love, albert einstein

thought of the day or evening or morning.....lala

some peoples kids!

why do good girls like bad boys

no name naming or specifics but my goodness my friends meet these decent guys and start dating them, then of course the emotional abuse comes into play. these boys, they are not men yet, treat them like a piece of ass meaning all they want is sex and they can do what ever they want. You would think that these beautiful intelligent women would see these boys for slime bags and leave with no regrets, but noooooooooooo. One of my friends said that she did not have a family life and throughout all of the six years only the first three were good. She did not have to make decisions and had some one watching out for her. She was raped twice and was a little messed up in the relationship department. I don't get it still.

Next case a girl thinks that if she puts out then she will be able to be with the guy forever well at least a few months. Their mentality is "if i have sex with him, he will like me a lot more and respect me and stay with me and love me!" Are you kidding me?! wow and she isn't even blonde!

Next case senario her boyfriend of almost two years has not called her in two weeks and his excuse is that he is drunk!!!! But she is in love with him so it is ok for him to treat her like a door matt! Right! wrong

Men are not perfect and are plain idiots....a lot are...sorry to the decent men out there. But women are grudge holding smart asses! Everyone has there faults and it really sucks that i need to vent to my guy friends about all of my girl friends....as a matter of fact it makes me sick! They gossip and bitch about the same shit, each other, some are just plain rude and i want to hurl! I would rather live in a frat house than with one girl. Well not on the weekends but when the guys are sober;)

Thursday, October 13, 2005

to each his own

When people play mean tricks on their "friends," if one even goes so far to label one as a friend, why on earth can they not understand normal thinking. I would even have to go as far to say see you next tuesday "friend."

I have met many people and many have been in bars but last night many of my acquintances all came to jimmys and the stadium chanting a young man's name, jake. they were actually chanting his last name, he was twenty-one and was killed in Iraq. One of my friends growing up is leaving in one day and the funeral for his best friend is tomorrow. There must have been a hundred kids crying, drinking, remembering it was sad....i kept playing michael jackson on the jute box to cheer them up, but it worked only for a while. bloody hell the kid was only twenty one with his whole life ahead of him, was he prepared for death or did all he see was a dirty country that we are policing? Only the man upstairs knows and we can only pray for his soul!!!

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

friends

very important and very rare!

prayers for all our families to stay together and pray together!!!

I love sugar muffins;)

Sunday, October 02, 2005

isn't he cute


"Imagination is more important than knowledge."

He is so adorable and if my husband can look like this when he gets old.....hot diggity damn!

interested "men"...

Ok, not what it seems but i know the man upstairs has a bloody good sense of humor! My friend's son and his nephew, five years old and nine, asked me out on a date and it all started out with them daring each other in front of me to plant a kiss on me. Then they dared, not just dared but triple dog dared with a cherry on top for me to kiss them....what was i to do?! Of course i blushed twiddled with my thumbs looked at the ground sheepishly and ran away...holy moly rocky it is either 5 year olds or 80 year olds..ahhhhhhh and men wonder why women don't go on good dates often!